paghabol

May 14, 2008

makakahabol ka pa kaya kung

ako’y matagal nang nauna sa’yo?

 

- kaya nga hinihiling ko na sana’y bagalan mo

dahil alam kong kahit lumipad ako mahihirapan akong

hanapin ang daang tinahak mo

 

ngunit paano kung sa aking pagbagal aking maisip na tumigil

at huwag nang tumuloy pa?

 

- akin din sanang ipakikiusap na kung sana’y tumigil ka man

ay iyong matutunang maghintay dahil sa aking pagdating sa iyong kinaroroonan

sinisiguro ko sa iyo na sasabayan na kita

 

ngunit matagal na akong naghihintay

 

- ….darating ako, pangako.

Kismet

hardest things with goodbye

you know what are the hard things with goodbye?

I’ll share it with you

1. The fact that it is inevitable. It is a general knowledge that we are all going to leave this earth and that one day, we  have to say goodbye to somebody we love. It is just hard to live with them everyday while knowing that time would come that we would leave thwm.

2. Having to say it. It is just difficult to say goodbye especially when you have to do it earlier than others must and when you know that the people you are leaving are not even ready or even willing to let you go.

3. Knowing that if goodbyes pains and kills you, it also does the same to those you are going to leave.

4. Goodbye is not just a word. It is a process we all have to live and deal with. It does not end once you said goodbye. Because after you said that, you know you will have to learn to live a life without those people you left, without those people you have learned to care for, those you have loved and cherished. Without those who have become and still are part of your life.